everything's fine

and i guess i will, nothing better to do i suppose.

it has always been my own personal theory that people get away from their troubles in their own special way. some of them read, some of them listen to music, and some of them blog.

me? i’m all three.

if my life continues down this path, then you’ll be hearing a lot from me.

thursday was so much fun, so was friday. saturday involved my favorite thing to do. sunday night seemed like a new beginning, and monday night felt like that beginning’s end. tempted to fake sick tomorrow, but no.

what i learned is that to be truly strong you have to learn to mean your own words when you say that person is now dead to you.

but trust me, if i could rewind time i would. just a single day. and i’d do it all over so it was perfect.

but realistically, i can’t do that.

everything happens for a reason?

xx.

after all those years, i realized something. it’s really not that hard…?

cheers to wasting money xx

cheers to sports xx

cheers to friends xx

cheers.

You know those weird eye opener moments? Sometimes, at least to me, they happen at the weirdest times. Today it was when I was at my friend’s house lying down in the snow gazing up at the nighttime sky. She only lives a few towns over, yet her sky seems so much clearer with more actual stars, not deceiving helicopters.

It was the first time I’ve been over at her house, and it’s really nice. The perfect picket fence life, upper class mode.

I want my own life to be as simple as that. I’ll see what I can do in going towards that goal, I guess. Can you force these things? Or am I just being silly?

I guess only time will tell. xx

don’t ask. really, just don’t. xD

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